Why am I posting here?

Because Tumblr is down, otherwise I'd post on my private account, which makes me wonder. Why don't I just post my private things here? Why do I bother having a private Tumblr and a public one? I donno, making things difficult for myself. Or maybe I'm just narcissistic and want someone to fine my posts and reply and feel sorry for my pitiful self.

Okay, I will start posting my private things here.

PS: I also had a lot of bacon in the pasta I bought today :)

Even time cannot erase everything.

You can try push push push those memories back in your mind.

Forget those feelings that make you ache.

But alway always, they will come back to haunt you, like a bad flashback.

My feelings for you, although watered down, diluted, like two grains of salt in a fresh water lake, they are still there. Lingering. But there.

I don't want to fall for more people, only to have those feelings unrealized, and have them lingering. Unanswered.